Why Do I Retain Fluid

Story.

200 kilometers per hour, live wildly without the least worry for the things around you, because you will not realize what life is like, only you. It is normal that people think you're crazy, you schools in the works of the M-40, running in front of the police, you run away far, far away, just to enjoy life .... live without worries, neither do important studies, not even yourself, because you just want to feel alive.
But then something happens, someone comes into your life, and this echo of the same plastic as yours. At first it is all a conversation, a game, a few laughs on a night, but you know that from there things will change, and the next day have changed.
Then, almost without realizing it ..... you begin to stop joining every day going over to that person, all photos, all the things you own. Your nonsense. Your confidencias.100 kilometers per hour, every day you slow down, because that person makes you loosen ..... and then you realize things.
you realize that the radio sounds 20 times a day your favorite song, you realize that your favorite color makes you feel good, you realize you've changed your world and that nothing will be as before. You also realize that there are millions of songs that you attach to that person, millions of colors, feelings. And they come in your head memories that never existed, there are scenes of movies that remind you of moments you have lived with him.

But time passes and things change. And at first you do not want to realize, you want to keep going on that spring day in the summer, even fall makes you happy, because it keeps bringing things he / she or his presence brings you one way or another. ... but in the end always comes the fucking winter.

And then you look around, trying to catch things that make you forget what hurts you is not here with you. Attempting to dress in blue, avoid the red or black that remind you of him, you want to try just one more spring .... see you try to repeat the follies of the past, such as escape from your home to see your favorite singer as punishment skip .... nothing, absolutely nothing is the same.
And that's when you realize that things only happen once in life and that memory will stay with you always.